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Writer's pictureJane Nilson

Odes to the Bugs Encountered

For the spider that built its web

from the post where I hung my hammock

to where my feet rested,

totally unnoticed:

O patron saint of creeping-out,

of spinning a home in the unlikeliest of spaces,

of suspending fallen plant matter in midair,

of leaving a trace but remaining unseen,

I hail your impossibility.

You and your ranks of arachnids

that spin webs on just-placed items

exist in a realm of natural magic

that, if seen even once, fails to exist.

To be spotted is to become a common pest.

For the yellow jacket that hovered over the surrounding ivy for an hour

without once lighting on me or my hammock:

I like you

in theory.

I carry an immense respect for wasps such as yourself

and a resentment against those who seek to destroy you,

who fail to acknowledge that NOT ONLY

were you here first BUT ALSO

you are a pollinator,

just like the fuzzy golden bees that the eco-conscious masses

have sworn to protect.

Just because we can't sympathize

with your sharp edges

doesn't mean you haven't been

picking up the slack

in the pollination business.

For ant that crawled across my hammock, end to end:

Any creature that understood the concept of the Moebius strip

would not have attempted your feat.

Yet with the gentlest guidance, the slightest nudge

after what could easily have been hours of crossing

over to under,

under to over the twisting cloth

blindly onward through the forest of fibers

in bright and unnatural colors,

you crossed the carabiner bridge

to the trapeze of knotted rope

on which you and I so dearly relied.

For the large wasp stuck inside overnight:

I don't know how to deal with my grief.

Letting you out,

one leg short from the start

and slower than can be okay,

was a funeral.

I wonder if there was anything to do.

If you were weakened by your indoor isolation,

maybe the lost strength can be regained with sunlight

and fresh air and the care of a glorious hive.

If you were weak from age,

may you rest in peace

of natural causes.

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